Stream of Consciousness Sunday: I have issues…
Yep, I guess we all do, here’s mine. Over the last year and a half I’ve built some walls. I’ve never had walls before, but something happened and I was hurt once too many times and they went up. I never even understood when people told me they had walls, I understood what that word represented, but I couldn’t understand how they couldn’t move past it, break it down. Now I do and I hate it. The wall, though initially was built as a barrier from a couple has now risen taller and is invading things in my life I don’t want it to touch. I feel incapable of busting through it. I feel suffocated, sad, yet have so much to be happy and joyful about. I’m trying to breathe, let things pass to no avail. I have emotions that though I feel them swelling, the need for them to bust out, I can’t seem to physically allow them to. What the heck? I used to be this open book of emotions and now they are all tied up inside me, causing this wall to grow. Is the first step acknowledgment, because I have that down?
Times Up!
This has been my Sunday 5 minute Stream of Consciousness.
Want to try it? Here are the rules…
* Set a timer and write for 5 minutes only.
* Write an intro to the post if you want but don’t edit the post. No proofreading or spellchecking. This is writing in the raw.
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